just problems of a teenager(introduction)

i am kind of shy to say my problem seeing as everyones is worse than mine and mine is really a minor problem to people who read this... even though my problem isnt an abuse problem its kind of bullying instead, there wasnt anywhere else that i can fit this in but im sure this is wat some teenagers go through (well most.. i fink)...people in my age (17+) want to hang out with people that hav "good looks" and that are "cool" and do things that are risky. and juz coz i dnt have da looks and dont do stupid things they do, they bully me continuously! i have always wanted to do things without being ashamed of my self and without having to feel embaresed and wait for a stupid comment to fly out of someones mouth and make me go red and put me down. i want to be able to speak freely but i cant even if i did i would get put down and laughed at as if i said something stupid.. im even afraid to answer a question in class coz of these people and the skool wouldnt do anything about it. iv wanted to commit suicides but i really dont wanna die becoz of some stupid people and let them win. i want to hang on and be patient becoz maybe dey might stop. i am pretty sure that there are people out there that get bullied